I'm sorry if it wasn't the kindest way of putting it...but thats leads me to my next post which was types before this part.
I've said it once and I'll repeat it once more. I'm real, i'm blunt, and i'm honest (even if I'm not always right)
I just call it like it is. I'll be the first to give credit where its due .and the first to be a dick when I feel it has to be done.
Being thanked for that is a bit weird really, but...ya heh
You reached out to me.
Unfortunately we still have a problem HERE (not between us), many users have me blocked or are just plain ignoring my existence, I'm sure the same goes for you...I still suggest we BOTH (not just you) do what I was asking.
Other people will spread the word for those who can't see it.
I'm really bout done with the drama and particularly the hate from people I haven't even said a word two during it personally.
I'm likely leaving anyways myself....and its not even your fault.
The way people choose to handle things here without even telling people their blocked (since we can't find out like any other site) is still making this room a constant feeling of uncomfortable...its no wonder everybody else wanted no part of it--if they knew this would be some users "solution" to it.
Everybody is different, I'm def a weird mofo and I know it...I was raised on one word, respect.
I don't expect people to agree with my morals
But theres not getting involved, even telling us to zip it or piss off, and then just flat out blacklisting us in silence for nothing...like we ruined they're entire universe, and they ironically did it while i was trying to bail out of here if i'm not mistaken.
I know Kid had me blocked, as well as retro at some point and I said nothing argumentative about them or to them the entire time it happened--at least as far as I know...because nobody mentioned it.
They just decided it was convenient to their life--didn't matter about the other users or even to inform anyone of the fact...i sent kid a f'in DM with advice on fixing up the howto page with some code snippets a day before I noticed he blocked me, and retro ignored me tagging him flat out (not starting shit retro), its a fact--and we're all good, you still responded when it was important.
Its not gonna just normalize itself like i think your expecting to happen CTPAX...and between the site being shit lately, and then this...plus all the new blood (I mean greed) hopping around now...its ot what I thought it was and its obvious by how they reacted I have no chance of trying to change it.
So its not anything im particular, just my own view of how this forum was meant to be when it was made and how it seemed when I arrived.
I can find 600 different rooms full of BS online...I was under the impression here was different and people were going to make sure it stayed like that, and it is different--but when some of the few users I respected just went cold as a block of ice on me for nothing...I realized its not AS different as I believed...so i think i'd rather find a fresh place to hang where idfc about a soul in it and at least it won't bother me when shit happens. I'm no angel, never tried to be...but I stab my friends in the front...like i'm doing right now.
Again, that was my foolishness, and really I'll never belong anywhere in truth...but I won't care somewhere else. i'm simply better off...as hard as it is to keep trying to exit while people tell me not too
(thank you for that, but it really is lol)
