You say every day that you are not loved, you are added to the list of ignored, etc. But if everyone around you is angry at you, maybe not everyone is the problem?
Pluralitas non est ponenda sine necessitate.
Because the reason is definitely not with everyone present here, for example, look at how quickly your wish list ended, or how quickly people are ready to help you at the first opportunity.
Go with the flow, discuss the topics that everyone here is talking about, (yes, they are not clear, but they are there, and they should not be lost in dozens of messages in a row about some abstract bad things) do not take all messages on the forum as an attack on you, and you will feel not enemies around you, but precisely that pleasant and friendly atmosphere that everyone feels here. For everything else, there is an ignore list.
Have a good day.