I just want to take a second while alot of familiar faces are around to drop a bomb on you all...all jokes aside for once.
I don't know if I gonna have a place to crash come next month, if that happens...its likely you won't be seeing me again.
I don't want gifts, pity, or sappy remarks...its all been said and done before, I know you all give a shit and I appreciate the hell out of it.
The games are better off given to someone who has a way to play them...and the time is better spent enjoyiing it.
Nothing at this point can help me but time itself, or the people I'm staying with having a change of heart.
So as much as I appreciate the fact...from the people have already tried...and anyone who might think to try. You just can't

bottom line.
I'm only writing this to give you a heads up...I don't know how its gonna turn out, its beyond my control and it doesn't look good.
I tried, I failed, I can't reverse the clock.
Just had to be said...now lets pretend it didn't
Sorry...I got no backup plan this time and the clocks ticking close.