The Force Awakens, The Last Jedi, The Rise of Skywalker
I think I underestimated your love for Star wars, even though I knew you did indeed love it.
I just looked at the wiki trying to find which movie I have, which is impossible...its easier to dig through the buried 700+ burnt DVDs from redbox
Yes, I'm more of a

with movies lol.
Its about an overly skilled jedi who goes dark or gets rejected from them because he lacks compassion.
You may know off the top of your head.
You have to understand I'm a fucked up mix of Games to Movies, I played and loved RE the first one, lost my love with the control scheme for the second one and now own the entire film collection (again, ripped off)...I ended up with Monster Hunter Rise because of accidentally snagging the movie and not realizing it was based on the game in a moment of density just because she's smoking hot and a good actor (jovovich must be a gamer

), turned out loving the film and then activated the game when I bought that Capcom bundle to do a GA here waaay back now. Another AAA title I started just burning a hole in my library now that I think about it, good game too from what I played
I've watched Tales Of movies long after beating the games, I'm still trying to collect all the Persona and Final Fantasy as well as that series DVDs to the day, I have all the Assassins Creed short videos and movies burnt to DVD, etc etc.
I'm ADHD to the max...and it shows
This I have...I'll have to pay it more attention, you know, after I get to playing KoTor
I'm fucking horrible, idk how people even find the time at our age...everyday for me right now feels like a struggle to the next, of course i also just went off on my own again after having a roommate for ages, so being broke as shit I guess thats to be expected.
Its not that I don't have any intention of following through with all these things...its that i just can't ever seem to find the time--or I'm here lol.
I learned about Star Trek much later, I think, when it began to be shown on TV in the end of the 90s maybe even a bit later. And it was already The Next Generation. It was easier with Star Wars, sometime in the first half of the nineties, immediately after the collapse of the soviets, a funny business began to appear in our country - some people rented cinemas or cafes, installed a color TV and VCR and sold several dozen tickets. And they played something there on pirated video cassettes. I went to almost everything I had enough pocket money for, and one time I was lucky enough to go to a Star Wars. It was the Empire, so I didn't know the beginning, but my god, what an unprecedented feast for the eyes this battle on Hoth was. Then it stuck in my heart for a long time, and when the Internet appeared, I buried in it for a long time.
I can respect that entirely...I think we all buried ourselves in something when the internet became the place to go.
For me, it was programming. I spent almost every waking hour of everyday buried in my code for well over 5 years, sitting on AOL with a group of like-minded people.
The closest I've ever come to hanging out anywhere online since I left that crew...well, that would be here.
I can imagine the magic of finding all these things some of us saw as common and opening a whole new world of love for you, truly.
In a sense I feel you were lucky to have it as hard as you did, because when you found something you truly loved, you couldn't just binge on it and lose the fire overnight.
I doubt you saw it in the same light...but you may have been lucky to have lived it the way you did.