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WhatNitrous

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Honestly my whole life is rotating around me spinning because my apartment is at its worst...online is likely the only sanity I have right now lol. I can barely function IRL to do things.

You know that feeling like your there...but your brain just isn't connected to your shell of a body?

That's been the last week plus of my life..idfk what i'm doing half the time...just coasting along on auto-pilot heh.
 

WhatNitrous

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isn't there any social worker system who can you help get rid of the place you live ?
I just went through like 7 court cases, one particularly for them to insist repairs were done and all of it failed...knowing I was disabled at the time, etc etc.

The whole system here is useless, likely everywhere...they all put on an air of caring and pretend theres actually help--but when you actually look for that help you realize its all just an illusion to look good from the outside.

Its like going to visit someone who cleans when company is coming and the place is usually a pit heh...every once in a while when the spotlight hits them they make some grandiose gesture and then forget the people exist...its all politics and its all non-existent when you really need help. Fact...harsh one I just realized during all this.

Everything we believe is BS when we press our faces close enough to it...but nobody ever looks until it becomes necessary. The whole court system was a joke on top of it all...probably thr biggest one, I won that case in reality, but they weren't having it even though I should have.

Thats the harsh truth of it...I cant escape because the system has other plans and i'm irrelevant to those.

The only freedom we have is the choices we make and our own actions. Everything else is a lie.
 

Black Fist

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I just went through like 7 court cases, one particularly for them to insist repairs were done and all of it failed...knowing I was disabled at the time, etc etc.

The whole system here is useless, likely everywhere...they all put on an air of caring and pretend theres actually help--but when you actually look for that help you realize its all just an illusion to look good from the outside.

Its like going to visit someone who cleans when company is coming and the place is usually a pit heh...every once in a while when the spotlight hits them they make some grandiose gesture and then forget the people exist...its all politics and its all non-existent when you really need help. Fact...harsh one I just realized during all this.

Everything we believe is BS when we press our faces close enough to it...but nobody ever looks until it becomes necessary. The whole court system was a joke on top of it all...probably thr biggest one, I won that case in reality, but they weren't having it even though I should have.

Thats the harsh truth of it...I cant escape because the system has other plans and i'm irrelevant to those.

The only freedom we have is the choices we make and our own actions. Everything else is a lie.

But, never forget...

 

syleox

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I just went through like 7 court cases, one particularly for them to insist repairs were done and all of it failed...knowing I was disabled at the time, etc etc.

The whole system here is useless, likely everywhere...they all put on an air of caring and pretend theres actually help--but when you actually look for that help you realize its all just an illusion to look good from the outside.

Its like going to visit someone who cleans when company is coming and the place is usually a pit heh...every once in a while when the spotlight hits them they make some grandiose gesture and then forget the people exist...its all politics and its all non-existent when you really need help. Fact...harsh one I just realized during all this.

Everything we believe is BS when we press our faces close enough to it...but nobody ever looks until it becomes necessary. The whole court system was a joke on top of it all...probably thr biggest one, I won that case in reality, but they weren't having it even though I should have.

Thats the harsh truth of it...I cant escape because the system has other plans and i'm irrelevant to those.

The only freedom we have is the choices we make and our own actions. Everything else is a lie.
if a doctor can prove you shouldn't be here (physicaly and mentaly) maybe it will help for a relocation (?)
 
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WhatNitrous

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if a doctor can prove you shouldn't be here (physicaly and mentaly) maybe it will help for a relocation (?)
My mental health care provider was too busy 🙄 and I'm still trying to get to a regular one...its hard with no vehicle and so much going on with court. Not exactly feeling an ambulance ride :LOL:

I got nothing dude...I tried, fought, hoped...all got shot in the face.

Just the hand I'm being dealt. So fuck'em all.
 
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WhatNitrous

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Sorry...didn't mean tl be a downer or anything...I've just accepted the reality that if anything js going to get dealt with...i'm running solo, the world is useless.

Whats truly sad about it all is I just want to live...normal everyday shit, clean air, water, and working electricity, I never expected some special treatment or a luxury life.

Thats the part thats shit, knowing we can be denied even the basic needs in life and people can get away with it on top.

Frankly...that just makes me wanna do some evil shit lol.
 

WhatNitrous

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I tried beating the system and swapping my "time on site" artifact with my steam quest artifact just for the night...seems AWA wasn't too keen with my plan, my site ARP maxed at 9 before swapping back and now it won't go above it :LOL:

It was only a few measly ARP...i'm more annoyed my weekly cheat plan got caught by the site :ROFLMAO:
 

gegame

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That was the point of it being 'informal' and why I said it would set people off.

The reason for excluding them from the raffles are different from giving them a chance in the lair period.

Which makes it a bad idea...plus they would just report it over and over if we got it right :LOL:

I mentioned an argument with chi-chan before recently...when that happened I added 3 users to my thank you list as perma-banned and gala actually removed it.

They don't take that very lightly...what they need to realize is we pay for the keys given HERE and if they're not going to moderate accounts they have no right to get involved in those choices either.

Either do your job fully...or step back and let it be what it is if we're left to our own decisions.

If they want to donate for a GA, I'll be more than happy to allow the entire world wide web join in.

Whoever provides the keys makes the rules. Period. I find that entirely fair.

In this case i'm just taking the initiative...anyone can tell me to not block users and I'll follow their wishes, or exclude more.

If all the users not allowed want to throw a GA and exclude us...or just me...you won't hear me complain.
Fair enough and well said WhatNitrous
 

gegame

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So ya...thats the entire story there, lets just leave that as a past discussion and carry on.

It is what it is.
Look at the bright side (tiny, but...) right here and now you have internet and we're not as isolated as we think!
Choose your poison and try to have some fun from the digital world! 🖖 :giggle:

Real life needs more than that to declare its fucking lame victory. You can man! I mean, we must!
 
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