The Middle Eastern ones, rich on the petrodollar, sound like the easiest ones. Ideally you'd be able to get paid to do nothing while you work from home. Having to come in every day and sit around doing nothing seems boring.
Trust me, working from home gets old too, even being paid to sit home on disability turns nightmarish after a short time. Its not as grand as people imagine honestly...especially when things go south like in my situation. I don't mind in the situation like our game because I've enjoyed programming all my life and it takes the monotony away to some degree...but ideally I want to get out more without losing my disability--because I know I couldnt work a 9-5 with my mental state...I would honestly end up lashing out, probably at peoples idiocy lmao Then i'd be totally screwed...if i'm not already from this. But every choice comes with risk and we can't sit in a bubble avoiding it either, I just wish I could get a fair shake once in a few blue moons. I'm obviously not incapable of being fair, rational, or too dumb to know when i'm wrong...so the problem must be everyone else
I'm cursed with seeing clearly, every angle, through other peoples shoes, and more than anything my own flaws...I may come to terms with them but I definitely see them, so I know where to draw a line and when to just accept a loss--but even doing that I can't seem to just catch a break.
Such is life. Sorry i'm rewriting some papers so its fresh on the mind, didnt mean to get into it heh. I'm off to catch a nap regardless so i'll talk to you all later today, peace
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