ココ奈⁉
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Don't get upset over nothing
I am not upset or mad or angry. I would say I am frustrated or for the lack of a proper word exasperated. That no matter how I tried to make the draws as fair as possible there seem to be a party that doesn't seem to be pleased with things as is.
I have been seeing some who only joins once per few draws while some every single draw (I am not saying that they won't play all the games they entered for) while also getting almost every general GAs there have been. Thus my stance was to try reward those who joins not so often yet are sharing in aid for other gamers, be it via information or keys while not totally shoving out those who goes for every GA there are.
So by gating extra entries to those who are joining less on draws and GAs and make it more favorable for them having that kind of patience and control they exercise is the fairest way I can think of. Next comes that some will say but I also make comments that are not game request based. Indeed, but those are words of thanks and appreciation towards getting a game. That being said such post are great no doubt it shows that the receivers have a sense of gratitude but such post doesn't bring value towards other gamers here (thank yous doesn't provide any help or information for others). Thus I had to also discount these thank yous from being counted as extra chances.
I appreciate that. I am not under any much pressure doing the draws it's just that the past 2 weeks has been a downhill emotional ride that is also very mentally taxing for me thus I had not been around. If I were to sum that up in 1 word that would be hellish. After things are more on less done last week I came back to find some relief as the company here is great.
But yesterday my dad was tested positive for Omicron and I had to run through many administrative stuff and also deal with other errands pertaining to this today. From a recovering mental strain over the past 2 weeks back to another hectic day sure takes it toll. And to read that post sure gets me feeling very weary.
Though given that some words written on my post are rather harsh I feel and should had been said in a calmer manner. That being said I am rather apologetic towards Kid_Kidding
one of my favorites from ps2 (i found out little time ago there's also for pc version on steam xD)
