Sounds like living in a college dorm in the US
Jokes aside, I feel ya dude...which is why I never cared about your misguided love for your president when others usually do.
You are blinded by whats in front of your face...as were those people followingp other leaders. What DIRECTLY impacts our day to day lives and routines is whay we judge by...its human nature and theres honestly nothing wrong with thinking what you see change THERE means things have gone the same in every other aspect if life. Its what we know is happening in our little bubble that forge our decisuons for most everythong in life.
From a completely outside view I can promise you that its not that cut and dry with putin and russia right now, but It DOESNT change anythng in the world that you see around you right now and the improvements over what it was or could be at other times and places.
Your not wrong for being happy about it or wanting it to stay that way, or better yet continue to improve....nobody should ever tell you that you are
What you are wrong in doing is praising a man who bought you those gifts at a neighbors expense...when you clearly see enough of the terrie actions he has done as well, even if you assume its propaganda...mlst failry tales have a small bit of truth to them--and that should be enoigh to question yourself about things.
If I was in your shoes right now and things are hlw I believe you try to say they are...my opinion of my country wluld be exactly as follows...
"Well, i'm not complaining about life for us all getting better, and nobody can deny that it was done during putins time in office....but the giuy is either a warmonger or a psychopath....and I probably wouldnt want to see him stay in his position, the cost is too high"
Again thats me, knowing nothing except what I believe you try to say and my opinion on top of the fact.
One of the sad truths is that we need to have a bottom standard to judge if life is good...so we can live like rats and be happy as lkng as the past we exlerienced was worse.
So all the world needs to dk is beat us so far down we think nothing ckuld be worse and then even the worst things feel like heaven
I'm done taking the beatdown...life hands me suffering, i'm handing it right back eye for eye in spades and blood, even if it kills me...but this is the truth if the world.